I am wasting my whole life by myself. I am not living as if I am alive, nor am I doing something like I will be good after death.
Just getting through some days with a head full of worry. Neither thinking about the future, nor being well in the present.
I have no time to talk about the past separately. I do not know myself, what I am doing or what I should do! I don't even know what's happening to me or how much more there is to come.😅