Never give up what you desire. It's better to regret what you did than regret what you didn't. Don't say"I can't do this", ask yourself "How can I do this?". Sometimes it's better to forget about pride and go forward. If you want to leave, go away. If you want to call, call. If you want to write, write. In the end what is yours will be yours sooner or later. Be strong and fear nothing!!!